38th day of Lent

Preparing for a Passover meal was tedious and important. I imagine if the rolls are gooey at Easter lunch with all the family gathered that it would be an embarrassment to the cook. Well, to have something forgotten or out of place for the Passover meal would be more than an embarrassment. It would diminish the symbolic meaning of the meal. So on the day that would become "Holy Thursday" long ago; the disciples are busy preparing a room that was on a second level (thus the Upper Room) for a meal that was to be second to none.

But what is going on with Jesus today? I sense his preparation as well. He is preparing to tell his disciples some stunning news. One of them will betray him. The meal that they have always known is going to change in purpose and meaning. One of them will deny him - three times. He will be pushing them way out of their comfort zones. Jesus must have known they were going to have a hard time understanding and accepting his words to them. I wonder how he is preparing his mind and heart for the impending tragic evening.

What is going on with Judas today? He’s preparing too, isn’t he? Was he excited? Was he frustrated? Was it done with a mean spirit? Was it done with a loving spirit, thinking this was the best for all involved?

What is going on with me today? How am I preparing? I have worship tonight to remember all of these events. Will I get it or will it get me?